Thought tumblr was the only place i was excepted.. guess not
If i ever find out who this is ill fucking kill you you piece of shit.
Who the fuck are you? you dont even know me so don’t call me an emo fuck. You dont knwo the shit i go through with family, friends, school, mental problems. You don’t know shit. Live my life ONE fucking day and I gurentee you’ll want to die.
Whoever you are go fuck yourself. You don’t know me. Go fucking die you piece of shit.
Every time I went psycho you knew the right things to say. You always said that if I died then we couldn’t have a future. We couldn’t get married, move far away and start a family.. but now your gone. There is no future. Nothing can stop be from killing myself now..
No one has been here for me. I text all these people to help me no one does. That’s why my whole arm is covered in cuts… i relapsed on cutting again. Maybe next time my so called fucking friends can help me instead of a knife..
Whatever getting drunk as shit at Kelly’s.
It’s been a crazy ass weekend.
But im going fucking insane. EVERYONE is ignoring me and I feel so fucking un-loved. All i wanted was a day to just smoke and chill to recover from last night but literally everyone I texted today ignored me. And of course Dena wont stfu about the fucking mistakes I made. Like really i fucking get it now stfu you stupid ass cunt. I’m getting real tired of it. We weren’t even dating I could call ANYONE cute if I wanted too. Not like you never fucking hurt me. God damn it i need to get out of this fucking house before I cut even more. and next time i’ll cut so deep ill be in the fucking hospital.
No clue where we we ended up but I slayed in sand on a mountain. We drove for a good 5 hours. One of the craziest times of my life without a doubt.

